And it’s weird realizing that they destroy themselves … allowing those emotions to dominate themselves.

It happened to me too.

Especially … when i was in love.

But in time … i somehow realized … that being dominated … no matter what that was … is not a positive thing for myself.

I knew the theory … that love is everything and others blablablas … but …

I understood i need to not allow anything and anyone to dominated my life … or my soul.

I started to work with myself … more and more … until one day … when analyzing and defining myself … i’ve realized that i’ve became … unemotional.

I was writing 10 books of love essays, as in the end to see that I’ve metamorphosed myself into a person that does not have emotions … or at least … not anymore.

It was … all ok.

It was all … kind of a protection that was allowing me … not to suffer anymore.

But the same protection that was allowing me to be hurt by the negative impact of my emotions … was stopping me to feel the happy moments from my life.

And … analyzing myself again … deeper and deeper … i found the guts to define myself … as a zombie.

I was not feeling anything … anymore.

I had the protection against being hurt … but i did not realized that i could also lose the ability of enjoying the happy moments of my life.

And being … and acting like an outside observer … i was counting the opportunities that i was missing.

One ….

And another one …

But seeing this balance between … the chances of being hurt by life … and also the huge loss of enjoying so many chances of being actually happy … i somehow concluded that my …. so called protection … became actually … a weird handicap.

I can’t write love essays anymore … cause my heart is not enjoying any love feelings … but i can only write as an observer.

I’ve metamorphosed myself into a writer that writes about amazing feelings … that i don’t feel anymore.

So … illogical … but a true fact.

Maybe i need someone …. to redefine my thinking, my way of being, my everything … so that i start have feelings again.

… love feelings.

So … maybe i need … a love teacher.

 philosophy of love

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